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20.10.2012

Glühwürmchen glüht in tiefster Nacht;
Tausend Sehnsüchte ohne Zeit hat gegangen;
Gedächtnislicht welches glänzt allerseits vor dem Regentropfen;
sehnsüchtiges Licht verstaut in die Düsterkeit von der nacht;
Möchte ewig deine Einbildung halten, darf es nicht los lassen!
Wenn die Zeit frieren kann, ich möchte dich immer etwa so sein;


Glühwürmchen fliegt ohne Sorgen;
Weine nicht wenn es regnet;

Erzähle nicht wenn du mutig nicht bist;
Reue nicht wenn du dich verliebt hast;
Suche dich aus deiner Silhouette welches schnitzt vorbei Glühwürmchens Licht;
Sehen das Licht von dem Glühwürmchen, zusammen warten von Abenddämmerung bis Morgendämmerung;

Unser schönstes  Gedächtnis kommt wenn Regentropfen uns gesegnet hat;
Sehe ein Blinklicht von dem Glühwürmchen, darum betrete ich tief in den Wäldern;
Deine Faszination in die Düsterkeit welche blinkt die ganze Zeit lang;
Dein blasses Lächeln gemäß dem Mondlicht, die Gelassenheit von der Nacht hat mich ertrunken;
Trinke viele Tränen von dieser banale Welt, meine Existenz verblasst langsam in deine Welt;
Viele Fragen erscheint so lang wie eine Sehnsucht in der tausend Nacht;

Tausende Gefühlen ist über dich geflogen, eine arme Seele starrt an deine Illusion von dem Mond;
Wir tanzen unter heftige Regenfälle bei dem Mondlicht, singen mitten im Nirgendwo;
Glühwürmchen entzündet eine Dunkelheit in unserem Herz, Zweifel und Angst fähren unseren Verstand aus;
Sein Licht ganze Nacht wischt alle Tränen von deinem Traum,beschützt dich ab einen Sturm in der Nacht ;
Wenn meine Stimme sich in endlose Straßenkreuzung ausbreitet, wird mein Wort durchzieht durch deine Herz?
Viele Lied haben wir gehört, wird unsere Erzählung gleich als seine Melodie bleiben?

Wie schön ist der Vollmond in diese Nacht, aber warum verlierst du langsam deinen Mondregenbogen?
Dein Lächeln hakt unserer Vergangenheit gleich als den Sichelmond an, gebt ein Schild von unserer Erzählung Ende;
Sitze zusammen mit Herz, welchem beginnt zu bröckeln;
Es wird langsam ein süß Fragment von unserer Erinnerung sein, welcher kann nicht wieder kommen;
Tränen, dass ich nicht verstecken kann, kommt einen Zeuge zu deinem Abgang;
Unsere Geschichte wird ewig mit Glühwürmchens in diese Nacht funkeln…

Mortal Flower… (08.07.2012)

How long did the flower needs to bloom?

Before its started to dying slowly and surely

How long can I stayed in this circumstances?

Before I started to weeping full of regrets?

Flowers only bloom and mature once

My love also just grow and come once

So beautiful but fragile

Already used to not going to disturb you again

Really wanna to forget you but I can’t

Why is it like this?

Why fog of hesitation come to covered me?

Lost me in the indescribable feeling again

Giving deep bitterly wounds in my heart

Which is expand and shattered my heart into million pieces

Heartfelt words are not truthful

It just only set my heart to say a truthful lie

Perhaps I don’t love, I don’t feel pain, but I can’t

Why did I think you were beautiful?

Why did I love you more than myself?

Why didn’t you treat me equally?

Why?

Have I done something’ wrong?

All my words are fade

Like a Blossom Chrysanthemum paled then withered

Being emotionless

A dandelion flown away blown by the wind of sorrow

My existence is unbearable for you

Keep admiring you makes me torn a part by its

Happiness is forever in shortage just like a flower which is mortal

Counting the remaining days from the remaining petals

Can I make it a little bit longer?

Memories of you slowly leaves

Time will soon relieve you

Disappearing too fast

Leave the dust of regret

Sighting full of woe

Crying gently and howling like a lonely wolf

Trying to release all the pain that must I suffered

I know we can’t be together

Even I’ve already try to show my affection

Even I’ve already try to take care of you

Everything is so useless

The rotten fragrance of the wilted flower

Which is carried by the wind of sorrow

Lead me to far away from you

Fading all the memory 

that I ever had from you…

05.07.2012

Mundane world is very intoxicated;

Dream world is so real;

Walking for million miles without an unsure reason

Pass the limit of space and time

Through the boundaries of the mundane world and heading to dream world

Try to reveal a big mystery;

A mystery which are very melancholic and romantic

Trying to figure out your name with million possibilities,

And finding where are you now

which is unbelievable;

I can make million of your painting, but it is hard to copy down your beauty;

I also can make million song for you,

but it’s can’t be compare with your voice;

I was so confused and frustrated,

Like a blind man find for a light;

Asking myself for an absolute answer;

Who are you?

And where are you? 

Love, you are an unreal illusion which is hypnotise!

Beautiful but mysterious!

Separated by space and time

Trying to find the real you

In this intoxicated mundane world

heading towards the mundane world to leave the dream world

Remember all of my previous memories which is too melancholic

Counting my shamefulness, I have hurt too much…

I said I already tired and cannot fall in love with anybody again

But actually I’m grateful that you let me experience love once again

Dispel all of my doubt, trying to thinking positively

Keep walking with a single step, continuing my million miles journey

Without knowing where am I going…

04.07.2012

The moon shines bright

When I’m sitting under it

I raise my cup

To keep drinking all the tear and pain

For How long I’ve been waiting for you

Waiting for that silhouette 

which is painted by the moonlight

which is howled by the wind

loneliness dan silence are already being my friend

Accompany me to flashbacking every moment

that already shattered into million pieces

Crying for you cannot called you back

Calling your name cannot brought you back

Even I try harder 

it won’t be more valueable than ash

but there’s no reason for me

to stop this endless waiting

You’re like a snow

Beautiful but leaving sadly

Your words are like an ice crystal

Cold but easily to melt

and fill every empty place in my heart

There’s million reason for me

to admiring you

but there’s an indescribable reason for me

to never stop admiring you

Here under the moonlight which is enlighted

and above the mundane world which is intoxicated

I’m still waiting for your silhouette

It doesn’t matter 

If we won’t meet again

It doesn’t matter 

If you won’t remember me

I’ll keep filling this wine cup

with your silhouette…